PARALYZED WITH FEAR: "I had been paralyzed with fear for so long that I didn't feel I could move...I was forced to move forward, take action or die. I'd prayed to God many times to "take me home," knowing deep in my soul it was not time. Although curling up in a ball and dying felt very appealing to me, I knew my work here was not yet done. Whether I liked it or not, I was forced to move forward. If I was going to get to the peace, I'd have to move through the pain."
~Real Pain Real Peace